you have taught…

you have taught me that as women I have no place in the world without a man. You have taught me that if my child is fat, I am to tell her she is fat every day, and sing the disadvantages like a song, to tell my child, that she is will never get married having a body like that. You taught me, how to make my own children hate me. You taught me that if my child is insecure about something, I am to make them feel worse. You taught me how to make my children feel worthless and hopeless. You taught me to live for what other people say/think of me. You taught me how to hate my own father. You taught me to envy those how are of higher status than I. You taught me, that there is no such thing as happiness or love. You taught me to lie to get out of trouble. You taught me that my beauty is my only worth.
And you wonder why I’ve turned out his way.   


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I did my best to notice
When the call came down the line
Up to the platform of surrender
I was brought but I was kind
And sometimes I get nervous
When I see an open door
Close your eyes
Clear your heart…
Cut the cord

Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?

Pay my respects to grace and virtue
Send my condolences to good
Give my regards to soul and romance,
They always did the best they could
And so long to devotion
You taught me everything I know
Wave goodbye
Wish me well..
You’ve gotta let me go

Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we human?
Or are we dancer?

Will your system be alright
When you dream of home tonight?
There is no message we’re receiving
Let me know is your heart still beating

Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answer

You’ve gotta let me know

Are we human?
Or are we dancer?
My sign is vital
My hands are cold
And I’m on my knees
Looking for the answer
Are we human
Or are we dancer?

Are we human?
Or are we dancer?

Are we human
Or are we dancer?

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“We all have something to hide, some dark place inside us we don’t want the world to see. So we pretend everything’s okay, wrapping ourselves in rainbows. And maybe that’s all for the best… because some of these places are darker than others. “  Dexter

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That stranger’s face, the unspoken conversation we had with our eyes, his hair, his walk.

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I admire those of my generation,  the first generation, who fit in with those of the second generation.

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It’s a pity, I didn’t grow up in my own country


Truly an achievement

So instead of of learning differentiation, integration and their applications
I learned how to do the purl stitch aka backwards stitch
Why do I feel like an excited Granny, who cannot  get rid of the thought of knitting her unborn Grandson mittens with a matching scarf and a beanie.


Behind the Crimson Door

Covered the carcass of time with flowers
To send the scent of blame to the grave
Set the darkest thoughts on fire
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A friend once told me..

That life is simple, you make choices and you never look back, which is exactly what I did, I chose not to study for my physics exam, I chose to waste my time, and not study, so now I have to face the consequences, Failure.
I fell asleep in the exam, spent half the time staring into nothingness.
oh well!


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